THE STORY OF US

“ I always thought you were the BEST

I guess I'll always WILL."

It’s sad how it ended before I knew it. One day we were best friends and the next time i see, we’re merely two people rooming together. I remember how you were the scrawny freshman in the university who wore that huge clothing. 'You remember when I was the struggling yuppy who was enthusiast about getting a career and having it my own way and you supported it though. Before then we would indulge in each other’s company because you were that young brother I never had and I was the most loyal friend you’d ever find. One day we cant stop talking, I cant stop laughing, but the next thing I notice, I’m more of a sideshow than a main show. We walk in silence, live in silence, and have distrust between us. Can you remember when was the last time we talk  about "us"? Oh clearly we are OVER but the sad part is that I don’t really remember when it ended. All I know now is that it's time to LET YOU GO. Yes, I never leave you — I let you go instead. And it pains a lot knowing that if I turned my back from that very night on the park where we used to dream of visiting together there could never be another HELLO for the two of us. I loved you man and I know we’re both moving on to bigger and better things, but damn, I know I was silly contented on just being with you and just having you around me in those years that gone by.

"I finished crying in the instant that you left & I can't remember where or when or  how & I banished every memory you and I had ever made"

Even though everything had ended, I didn’t regret it. I never regretted it, not for one second. All the nitty gritty of our story, the promises, surprises, failure, acceptance, our strong faith, those weaving of dreams and that countless "starting all over again" yes. picking up where we left or whether we fell off our feet and all sort of silliness and simply that bumming inside our room the entire day. Everything means a lot in every ways that you will never know.

How do you regret one of the best days of your life?   
You don’t.   
You remember every word, every look, every inch of those moments. 
Even when it hurts,
you still remember.

"And now, the STORY of US Looks like a TRAGEDY Now."

The END.