Unbearable / Unbreakable

..."Truly, you must treasure each day that you are with your select friends.friends are there for you for better or worst, and they would stick wid you being the last friend you would want him to be.you take care of each other and i wish you all the BEST.stay happy as i do know you are shall i say happier?..." #OA 

Those lines above are profound, I had received the message sometime last year and honestly am so much bewildered with the words I got unsolicitedly  coming from that (unexpected) sender. But still I tried to give back my words with a clear and innocent intention from my heart. Chance came by that I crossed over the same letter and now having my self to react in some context of those lines. 'Coz right now I think our pages has been stripped apart and preluded to different directions. Now am in the look for someone who could possibly fill the pieces of me that has been taken for granted over the years. Someone to stick with me through my best and worst and someone who would opt to stay with me in his jubilation and battles.

'Been too much engaged now with my work, organizations, and a lot of activities that charges my everyday with mount of task and crafts to make. It makes me more occupied in such way, it diverts my self to be more productive, acknowledge those capabilities that I have within, and advance to being at my full best of what I can give.

Still, time tells until when you can evade the loss in your heart. The spaces inside it that probe even yourself, what has been missing all this time. And at the end of the day that part of my self still reign and uncover my emptiness. Like the nigh it's shaded by the dark sky above and the sun that hid in the other side of the world. I couldn't wait any longer for the sun to surge back, I tried to close my eyes hoping that when I open it I could instantly see that everything will turn right and well. B u t   i t   w a s n ' t   t h  a t   c l o s e ...

'F e l t   t h a t   w e ' v e   b e e n   to   s o   m u c h. But instead of being unyielded for having each other, we're casts towards becoming an individual without each other to share and stick beyond time. How time flies too soon and amidst this muddle within friendship and our contest to self redemption I only have few words to close this wandering. One thing that I always wanted to tell him whenever he asked me to STAY:

TE PROMETO, QUE NO DEJARE SOLO.

even if it mean now …from a distant.

tinikyzda 7/11

UNBEARABLE/UNBREAKABLE