Those
lines above are profound, I had received the message sometime last year
and honestly am so much bewildered with the words I got unsolicitedly coming from that (unexpected) sender. But
still I tried to give back my words with a clear and innocent intention
from my heart. Chance came by that I crossed over the same letter and
now having my self to react in some context of those lines. 'Coz right
now I think our pages has been stripped apart and preluded to different directions. Now am in the look for someone who could possibly fill the pieces of me that has been taken for granted over the years. Someone to stick with me through my best and worst and someone who would opt to stay with me in his jubilation and battles.
'Been
too much engaged now with my work, organizations, and a lot of activities that
charges my everyday with mount of task and crafts to make. It makes me
more occupied in such way, it diverts my self to be more productive,
acknowledge those capabilities that I have within, and advance to being
at my full best of what I can give.
Still,
time tells until when you can evade the loss in your heart. The spaces
inside it that probe even yourself, what has been missing all this time. And at the end
of the day that part of my self still reign and uncover my emptiness. Like
the nigh it's shaded by the dark sky above and the sun that hid in the other
side of the world. I couldn't wait any longer for the sun to surge back, I tried to
close my eyes hoping that when I open it I could instantly see that
everything will turn right and well. B u t i t w a s n ' t t h a t c l o s e ...
