JUSTIN LOVE

Make it Happen - Ayala Triangle 20151120

Don't sing me love songs

Don't send me flowers

Don't ever say a promise

I may never believe in such

But hold my hand, walk me through under the stars

When the breeze is up, cuddle me tight

Dance with me when no one gives a damn

In the absence of light lift me to the moon

Don't keep me labelled

Nor ask permission to tag along

Don't ever tell me your past

Do I have to care by the way

But hold my cheeks, warmth me through it

On a winter chill, cover me by your breathe

Laugh with me when everything seems shallow

Break my silence on my silly state

Don't stashed old photographs,

We have this moment after moments to live by

So,

Whatever happens tomorrow

We have today to perchance.

All we need is now... All I WANT IS US.


Tinikyzda
#justinlove
20151122

YOU KNOW I DON'T NEED YOU..

As I grow, I learn. My desires from a relationship have changed over the course of time. Now I no longer want someone who says they would be with me forever, and I no longer want someone who says they would never leave me. I am not looking for someone who is always neatly dressed up, or wears shiny shoes, or has an amazing sense of humour or has great guitar playing skills. I am not looking for someone who has the false sense of love, and thinks that love is finding that one perfect person, or someone who is trying to check items off their list while they search for "the one". I want someone who understands that "the one" is a fairy tale, and though fairy tales do happen in real life, they take much more work than the Cinderella finding her prince charming by walking into a party. Every fairy tale ends with "happily ever after", I want someone who realizes that the "happily ever afters" are a lot of hard work. As I grow, I have learnt that the physical traits matter less and less and loyalty and undivided attention are the most important traits in a relationship. I don't want someone who sugar coats everything, and never gets angry at anything. I want someone who is raw, and real, and tells me how it really is. I am more interested in someone who realizes that sometimes life happens and sometimes things don't work out. I want to be able to make a conversation with them, for four hours straight, and not feel bored, and not feel unwanted and not feel like they are not listening. I want someone who wants to know how my day was, always. As I grow, I have learnt that privacy is important, and there is only so much time that we all have on this earth and only so many people that we can spend it with. I want someone who wants to spend their time with me as much as I want to spend time with them, any less is just not good enough. I want someone who admits that they really like my company rather than playing games, alas, modern dating, games have become the norm, and I don't have time or patience to play along. As I grow, I have learnt, that I am complete by myself, and I don't need anyone to define my existence, but you can make me so much better. I want to be stronger with you, and grow with you, together, and individually. To tell you the truth - no, I don't need you - but I REALLY WANT YOU!. And all of this, that you realize that we are two very different people, and that we are just starting to know each other, and that we might not work out, and everything else about our relationship, makes me think that this might actually work, that we've got a pretty good shot.
- Excerpt:SChauhan

Chicken ADOBO

Nagmamasid sa iyong harapan, 
          nagaabang sa halimuyak na dala ng kumukulo mong sabaw

Titig sa mga yapos ng apoy ng iyong palayok 
          na halintulad ng isang nagaalab na pagsinta.

Humubog man ang pawis sa init na dala mo, 
          ngunit di patinag hanggat ikaw ay matikman

At sa pagsanib ng magkasalo nating naninidhing pananabik.....

Chicken Adobo sapat lang sana 
          gaya ng dati mong alat na taglay,

Chicken Adobo sapat lang sana 
          gaya ng dati mong asim at tamis,

Ngunit heto't pikit mata na lamang nilunok ang lahat

At kahit anong pawi sa hapding iniwan sa'king dila

          namumutawi pa rin ang lamat ng huling tikim sa'yo

Tila ba'y ikaw mismo ay kinain ng alat mong labis sa timpla,
          na tila yata sanhi ng toyo mong natutuyong sabaw.

Napapatanong kung saan ako nagkulang sa gawa?

O di kaya tuluyan ka bang nalunod 
          sa luhang kanina pa dumadaloy sa'king mga pisngi

Chicken Adobo, kung mali ka o nagkamali man ako,
          sa pagsapit ng kinabukasan ikaw pa rin ang hahanap-hanapin ko.

Hindi mo lang alam.

August 22, 2014

 

You don't have any idea how i tried hard to care for you even when my heart is half broken yet you chose to break it even worse.

There's two types of men, the one that got away and the one who tries to stay but wouldn't take any effort to live up w/ this girl's simple standard. #kapalngmukha

Dear Bless,

The best things said come last. I could talk for hours last night in front of everybody saying nothing much. Okay honestly, just crying because i'm a cry baby and then right after now is my time to linger at the door with words that come with a rush from this heart... no I can only write you a love letter... but this time a goodbye love letter.

I love you best. That's where I will begin. Because we couldn't be the best of friends without it. I love you maybe not everyday but when I'm with you I know love has just been sitting right in the corner of our hearts to flame it whenever we're with each other. I love that platonic kind, see I can easily write a love letter which is so hard to do whenever I'm pulling my self to make one for a prospect boyfriend. I guess we're really that click.

Click is when we easily became friends on our first day of freshmen years. Click to agree that we would enter and devote ourselves to a political party and all the things in between that dream of changing the world from its scar. Click that we even planned to pick the same anniversary for our then boyfriends. Click when to get loud and behave, when to be silly and then get serious, when to conquer our fears and when to sit down and planned for plan-b —no giving up... I guess that's the best part we clicked in every little deeds and we accept each other up to the little darkest flaws of ourselves. And I like you more and I love you more because of that. Because we both know, between the two of us I'm the one who wears that darkest and weakest soul. And I'm thankful that even though not physically you are always ever present in my side, in your heart I had always sit there. And me waiting to get that some time we could sit together and catch up the lost times. I had always like how it is for the two of us and eventually for the three of us. Now this is where we enter the love triangle stage. Ate doris finally arrive in our shell and I love it more that we became stronger and sillier and smarter whenever the three of us commune with each other.

I remember when I was a child I would wear my pashmina not in a way that it should cover my face in a hijab way but I will wore it like a nuns cornette.. I would show it to mom and she will gushed and will gesture her fingers to hush and to stop before papa will see me. Until then while growing and I reached highschool I chose to pick a school where the uniforms does look like a habit in blue color. So that's why I enrolled and finished highschool in Saint Mary's. I forgot about dreaming and copying the nun's image then, I does look like one in school but I totally forgot being one. What happened is my faith transformed to christianity... and that's all a plain christian believer. Finally I went to college, I met you and we became friends, close friends and then the best. And whenever I will look back to our freshmen days I can almost perfectly tell that you are leading that path. There's no denying that. Honestly, I like you because of that. Maybe it's not me becoming a nun or wanting to be, it's me growing with you, supporting you as you support me, and it's me being proud of what you are being called for. That is what He tells you, that is what His will. And you hear it, you bravely accept to vow with it, and I'm even proud becoming a part of that journey.

Now (I hope only for this moment) more than I love you, is a feeling of LOST. I MISS YOU even you haven't packed your bag yet. Selfish as I had always been when it comes to you, yes I will grandly miss you. You know I had always got jealous whenever you chose to be with someone other than me, that's why at some point I became a permanent fixture in your household, up to your family reunion, in your office afterwork gala, in your church programs, and forgive me m.com I randomly appear in some events because hell yeah I don't want to miss every moment that I can be with you. So maybe, that's what immature love is all about — selfish. I'm sorry.

And we're grown ups now, after fourteen years with you I wanted to act one now. That's why I opt not to talk last night because truth is I will just cry a river, an ocean and with a yolanda surge. I might find my self the only casualty from it. And I will again put your family in burden of taking care of this asthmatic respiratory that I'm always carrying with me. So better yet, write this love letter and cry a river in front of this laptop. Now, Im a bit sober from crying but at least I can still compose some words to send you off with this love and goodbye letter. Just at least I can send you off accordingly as I had been deprived to do this to the other special person who walked out of my life some months ago. I promise I will send you off and I will wait for our NEXT TIME.

I will miss you, our talks, our "kunchabahan", our day dreaming, our plan A-B-C, I will miss our movie time, beer time, wine time, whining time and winning time. I will miss how we get here, the memories of our fourteen years has been the best friendship in the making and I love it knowing you had been part of my backbone so I can always get up and get back on track everytime I'm down. And I love it whenever you share with me your lowest time not just the best times as well. I will miss every good times and bad times with you. I will miss the way we are not perfect as friends because that made us appreciate each other when we always tried to catch up and became the best. I love you best.

I know you had always dreamed of marrying Christ. We had always dreamed of marrying someone great as how we dream what guys should be. And I envy you, because you are so blessed to marry Christ. You had been a good friend, thus I know you will ever be as good when you get there. You will always excel because it's Christ will and it's Him you had always desire to gratify. You had lived your life fully and actually immeasurably useful It's time now to get it more meaningful and in chastity. I can't wait for the years to run fast and see how much you could make a change inside and out here. Christ needs you there as much as I selfishly thought that I need you here. But I know God will always provide whatever lacking in our lives that is justified in His eyes. I will turn everything to God now. Whichever path He'll bring us I know this is the right thing and the best thing for us to take.

I will remain here outside, moving forward. And you are moving with me because you will remain in my heart. And I know you will be moving and getting better inside. And I love thinking how we can surpass time with God's guidance. In God's grace the pieces of my breaking heart today will be whole by then. And no matter what, I will always be there with you. In our prayers I will always feel that at some point we are one. We can always look back to this part, shed a tear, and surely I will always say I LOVE YOU BEST and I Thank God that He without doubt lend a BLESSFRIEND to me including your bunch of family, I am so blessed for that but now its time to let go.. In God's will.

Our story is not a plain Hello and Goodbye. I promise I will always wait for our NEXT TIME.

Hasta la proxima vez.
~Bunnz262014

#I can't remember what I used to do

Who I trusted, who I listened to before

I swear you taught me everything I know

Can't imagine needing someone so

But through the years it seems to me

I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad

I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad

To be with you ... Through the years

It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away

As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you

Through the years.

27 DIY Beauty Hacks Every Dyosa Should Know

27 DIY Beauty Hacks Every Dyosa Should Know 

Being a girl is hard. Which is why your beauty routine should be as easy as possible.

1. Turn any eyeliner pencil into super-intense gel liner.

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2. Color your entire lid with white eyeliner to make eyeshadow colors POP.

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3. Cover up dark circles by applying concealer in a triangle shape.

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This technique gives saggy eye bags a bigger lift.

4. To avoid getting lipstick on your teeth, stick your finger in your mouth and pull it out.

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Your finger will get the excess product, not your teeth.

5. To get a much more professional eyeshadow look, use Mac paint pot in Soft Ochre underneath.

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Brush a coat of it on OVER your eyeshadow primer, before you start applying color.

6. Learn how to set your lipstick so it LASTS.

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After you have applied your lipstick, hold a tissue over your lips and lightly dust translucent powder over the tissue.

7. Instead of shelling out for Lip Venom, add a drop of peppermint oil to your favorite lip gloss.

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8. Use baby powder to get DIY falsies.

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Between applying each coat of mascara, dip a Q-tip in baby powder and run across your lashes, focusing on the tips. The second coat will attach to the powder for a longer, fuller look.

9. Apply your lipliner like this to get an even Cupid’s bow shape.

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10. Get rid of split ends by twisting locks of hair and snipping the ones you see sticking out.

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11. Here’s an incredibly fast, polished topknot you can do in your car.

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1. Gather your hair up into a high ponytail at the top of your crown. Secure with an elastic.
2. Divide the ponytail ends into two sections and use both hands to twist each section down to the ends.
3. Wrap each twist in opposite directions around the base of your elastic. Make sure each twist is wrapped around evenly.
4. Secure with bobby pins.

12. Save money by making your own shellac manicure.

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Get the lowdown from this blogger who swears by this method using three products you can find at any drugstore.

13. Follow this pattern for contouring.

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This image makes contouring seem way less daunting.

14. When going for a dramatic winged look, draw the outline of the shape, and then fill it in.

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You’ll get a much more precise line.

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15. Touch up a French manicure with a rubber band.

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16. Use a business card to pull your lid up so you can get the mascara right to the base of your lashes.

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Hold an old credit or business card above the upper lashes and wiggle the brush away back and forth at the roots.

17. Use a spoon to get the perfect wing shape for your eyeliner.

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18. Easiest nail art EVER.

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Use Band-Aids to create little polka dots on your nails.

19. Forgo eyeshadow and instead, crosshatch gel liner onto lids and blend for long-lasting, budge-proof coverage.

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20. Check your makeup when you get into your car.

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The different light source will expose any makeup mistakes you might have missed in your bathroom.

21. If you are doing a smokey look that involves a lot of blending, use one brush to apply and a clean one to blend.

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This will keep your look from getting too muddy looking.

22. Want to wear glitter nail polish without going through the pain-in-the-ass removal process?

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Use Elmer’s glue as the base coat. The manicure will peel off neatly, and it supposedly can last for up to a week!

23. Use it to get the neatest manicure ever.

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Apply it with a brush and then peel it off after you’re done with your manicure. It works better than Vaseline because you can actually see it, so you can just rub it off if any actually gets on the nail.

24. Use pale frosted eyeshadow to get fuller, 3D lips.

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25. Flat-iron your braids to create long-lasting waves.

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26. This one easy step will make your eyes brighter and more noticeable.

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27. Know where to apply your perfume so it lasts all day.