DAMAGED

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I haven't so much thoughts in mind now. Very unusual for this "Bunnz" to just be writing a blog with nothing more in her tongue.

I feel so sadden that in an instance there is a big part of my life that has been touched and was damage.

True to it that when you are suffering from what they call it an "emotional depression" you will also going under an impaired stomach or the abnormal functioning of your internal system. Yesterday morning after a two-day straight of no sleep (well i have no insomniac that's for sure) because of the negative feelings that i am handling for such time and this hardly made my thoughts so stressed i did felt a string of a hyper-acidity that keeps pinching inside my flesh and again while trying to move some unjust thing from my body all that had washed out was a droplets of bleed (i had suffered from these disorder several years ago when i had a problem over council and personal conflict). I don't know where to start inviting positive thoughts as how my doctor has advised me to do as part of the therapy when I was in college. I cant barely put down these emotions even for a moment, they are always running and invading my mind(including my heart).. The sad part of this is that I had just returned from work a couple of weeks ago and things are not going so clear now if I am making a good impression with my colleagues like how I used to competing before.

Don't know where this luggage in my mind would soon bring me.

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