25 MILLION - BIG TIME

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It's just another year to celebrate my birthday,, not so advance but just on time before I turn 25 I am in different celebration of my birthday this 2008. Not a traditional thanks giving that mhamu always does religiously during our birthdays but to extend to everyone my gratitude with that of I had enjoyed with my yearnings of completing my so called journey..

25M thank You's for 25 reasons I'm thankful with...

#1 - To all the Fish images and figures inside the house, mostly in my room. Every morning that I wake-up and glance at any of it, they lightened my day and remind me to explore and relish the day without dubiety. For there is always different mornings to meet or tomorrow can never be a promise.

#2 - Coffee w/ cream - Thanks a million for warming my daybreak. You help me start my day and makes me brave enough to do a shower. Grrr!. To the Fresh Milk too for aiding me fall to sleep whenever I got problem on sleeping.

#3 - To my Cellphone. Although my fingers are not really a good dancers on top of your keypad. I'm thankful that it makes me reachable by oldfriends, goodnews even bad, and add new friends as well.

#4 - Ayala Center, Ortigas Center, Eastwood Plaza and how can I forget u SM Centerpoint. My million thanks to these places. For being able to lessen my loads of uptightness and driving me to overlook about it. It's because you offer a lot of things that are amazing to me. You are a kind of remedial treatment for my stress. Get's nyo hahah!

#5 - Drugs. Thank you that you help me live more than the years I expected to. To all the drugs I had taken and was injected to me. I guess you really are part of my system. I am not a drug dependant, but in most cases call it that way for it's one way to add more life. Actually food supplement adict ^_^

#6 - My Marian HS Barkada (k8, tata, abz, jhoy, ivy, donna, anne, sam, boni,vega, jordan, rodel, deo, nitoy, jakeson, archie, naldo, chester, jerold, renan etc.) I may not thank you before but I am really thankful for all the things we had shared together. My growing-up years started with you guys. We had moved to diff. paths but still we're able to set foot to where we started like the old times.

#7 - My KALIPI Family and getting bigger. I perceived that there is a bigger world awaiting for me to partake. It perchance to show the important purpose of my being and drove me to reflect it by means of my actions. I learned that there was a much bigger task than obtaining my personal interest and it is being responsible and liable with the welfare of humanity.

#8 - Rose, Xez, Majo---For being accessible when I need to hangout with your company. I'm just missing you I guess but to that I give you my million thanks. Rose you always see the best from me.and always wished the best for me. Majo your company means a lot to me, you're my "stress reliever" at most when we do the kick boxing although I'm not sure if you're just granting me won that let's-go-physical thing. Xez one time I came to God and asked y-oh!-y? He gave you to me. But I thank Him still for bringing my Karma in a friendly manner hahah! Thanks for being a critic, I guess I don't just need compliments but also criticisms to balance my karma to life.

Arnel--Thanks for the time you're giving me. You maybe very focus in your studies but you never fail to remember me. I don't know why you 1^st enter my mind when I don't feel like in good mood,, then I'll just send you a simple message of how exactly I could relate my emotions. Weird that in an instant, it feels like you actually feels how I'm feeling that moment. It's good to know you're just around to compliment, to comment, to encourage and to cheer me up. I like the way we are cherishing our friendship. We're soul mate I guess that's it. Sue---thanks for trusting me. To the entire girly lectures I gained for free, thanks. Someday, hmm I hope someday (please!!!) ma-apply ko din yang mga ganyan and be able to master it. Ahahah!

#9 - MyFriend Bourne. Thanks to all my success kalokohan, it wouldn't be possible if not with you. Thanks for just letting me be a brat. You are spoiling me in a lot of things. I can do whatever I wanna do basta anjan ka. You made me feel proud of my self so thanks so much. You supported me when I'm in-love, when I go-gaga, when I'm heart broken and I guess you'd always been beside me in the dates-to-remember of my life. Noon heheh!. I need to thank you a million times for being a company 24/7 of shopping - "window-shopping" - salon visits - & just walk for hours to help me treat my stress. Never kang napagod hmmm(?) nagpakita pla ng pagod or even complains. You are God's prize to me for being a good girl. Heheh.

#10 - Ladies & Lords. Thanks for letting me push my self to stay over in your condos on my senior years in college and until now ;-) Thanks a lot for all the freebies and night outs. Thanks for the company, d friendship, d advises, brain storming, for being my mentors in a lot of matters. I learned that leadership equates to a bigger obligation. Thank you for being a kuya and ate to me. I learned to cook different types of adobo maanghang, maalat, matamis, ginataan, pinamintahan, tuyo at sinabwan and if it still doesn't taste well you take-out orders from karinderia ;-) Thanks for celebrating the single hearts day during Valentines. Thanks for appreciating me more that I appreciate my self.

Kuya Jan, kuya Ritz, Kcaly, Pretty Daye, Blez, Kuya Tops, Ate Jorie(helow mishu pow!), Soffy, Donna, Cha and Argie.Etc.

Thank u thank u thank u. Mmwah!

#11 - GMDT thanks a lot. You're the only guy who makes me express the way I truly feel. I had loved you and I was brave enough to admit that I do. I was wounded and was meek to say, "yes I was". You may not know this but I earned a lot of things to learn from it. You taught me how to fight for love, when to continue and when to let go slowly but surely I did. I learned that in love there are giving, sacrificing, understanding and a sad ending story sometimes. I came to understand that when there are good things that never last, some like ours couldn't possibly start.

#12 - Superman you let me understand why things can't be perfect at all. And how weakness became your strength. You need to balance everything. Learn to give and take and just be your self.

#13 - Jhaecii for being my chums. Thanks for continuously adoring me as your friend. Although I always argue with you in most of our scheduled plans (yesterday 2/5 was a very tiring day 4me, i guess syo din so i decided to refrain from pangaaway syo, and besides i just came from attending d sunday  mass so i feel holy hahah). Sorry is not ok for us to make up to things dapat my kasamang "bawi", and still here we are "we're friends". God forgot to give me a younger brother that's why maybe he brought you to my life "pahabol daw". Thanks for being my partner in going to malls, groceries, watching movies, hangout for over-nights and just being beside me as my confidant. For joining me deal with serious matters, talked about it until we closed our eyes (-_-) tom ulit Zzz…. And in all honesty we talked over what reality shows or even hide from us.. You don't just simply brings out the best from me, but you're open to tell me those crabby truths so I can help my self turn the best from it. You never fail to say thank you, salamat blah~blah, en now I O U a million thanks.

#14 - I love calling you this way because I never want to miss any of the blessings from your name Blessiline. I think I should thank God more that I have to thank you for never forgetting to give you to me as my bestfriend. With you I don't need to pretend that I'm brave because I'm really stronger by your side. Or I can choose to be a helpless kiddo, coz I know you're there to fix my troubles ;-) Thank you for giving an ear when I needed someone to listen over my petty and solemn dilemmas. For also sharing with me your doubts. Knowing it feels good to be part of someone's life. I'm not sure if I gave you the right advises you need, but certainly it was the best from me. You're one of the souls that dwell in my life. Thank you bes.

#15 - Ahunin & Alvero nuptial. Ahaha! Here's the making of my 2^nd family. Thanks for making me feel that I'm part of the family somehow. tita Lyn-tito Ric thanks 4 d tilapia and all the dishes you prepared during my visit. Sa lugaw etc. after ng inuman session namin kahit anung oras pa kami magtaob. For taking care of me when I was not well. Tatay, thanks for the lagundi, your concern means so much. Tita Yne, to the privilege ID passes that you lend to Bless during our college days whenever we wanted to fish for free movies. Although I'm not sure if the usher would also think that my bestfriend looks like the one in the ID photo as what we wanted to think by ourselves, still we're able to sneak inside the movie house. To Alveros' I really indulged my self enjoying the 2004 reunion, it was my 1^st time to experienced that.

#16 - J.F.Kenedy, The RedCarpet-Manila & Calcarries Intl.. You showed me there is money in beauty. You taught me the confidence a woman of any physical aspect must have. I standout from the rest because you gave pride to my character. Thanks for changing my views that the clothes I put on add beauty in me; instead I help the clothes reveal their unique beauty. For all the freebies I got from the shoot and the foods and friends as well, it's all to be cherish.

#17 - To the Photographers and friends who took all the pictures I have for keeps. -To the Cameras, you produced fantastic shots. I thank you for all those beautiful photos I admires a lot. You really showed how beautiful my life was, how interesting my life had been. I appreciate those special moments more when I glimpse on those photos.. When I'm gone those are the only things that will remind of everybody that I had enjoyed my life with them. The memories will stay in mind, but the photos pictures reality, which brings back the smiles as if it was just lively as yesterday.

#18 - I'm thankful I am a Piscean. I believe this star gives me the ability to be artistic in my own way. My good character and humility was part of the things I lookup to my stars.

#19 - To Bunnz for being such a wonderful name.. I feel the power of being human. I'm a fighter and I try to compete with my self so I can prove how I get even better succeedingly. I am unique in my own way and I was able to show it without hesitation.

#20 - Anisa they say means "the woman". And in my growing-up years I wanted to be just an ordinary "one of those". I never wanted to be girly, to be famed, or to be "known as". I hate my name because it speaks loudly as "woman" in my ears. But now I thank God in a lot of times when some one calls me Anisa or Annie it just reminds me to be humble, to be proper. That it's ok to be weak, to be silent, to cry and just be alone. And in the end, learning to find more of my self.

#21 - Alia & Azis without you I have no family to call my own. You fill-up my childhood memories and you let me be part of your lives too. I love you 4 a million reasons.

#22 - Thank you Mhamu, for forgiving me every time I made mistakes and for being there in my silent agony. Although I never brought out the topic, you just know you are needed. For being over joy or kill joy sometimes. I'm grateful to have you. I feel big time because you are my Super hero. I love you.

#23 - To all the Experiences I gathered - I dreamt, I tried, I stumble, I lied, I cheated, I run away, I turned back, I worked hard, moved forward, I gave, I plead, keep moving, keep fighting, and I surrendered and even say sorry. I was selfless and sometimes selfish.

Succeeded and sometimes failed.

I had been human with all these sorrow and bliss.

I learned what life was the hard way.

And it taught me one priceless thing.

To Survive!

#24 - Lord I thank you for giving me reasons and capacity to fulfill my 24 years of wonderful life.

To you God be thy glory!

#25 - To Everyone and each of you that has been part of my life. And to those that I forgot to name. ( kinulang lang po ;-) count down to 25 pa lang kc ). To all you guys…

"I AM EVERYTHING I AM BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME…"

A Million thanks to all of you and I love you too.

Signed:

ABCM

02/06/2008

"Gratitude is a never ending memories of ones heart." JB Masieu*